a lot of good things have been happening to me. i feel so fortunate, yet i’m having difficulty fighting the fear that i’m going to mess it all up. what if i forget something or miss an opportunity?
this is the problem with being overly analytical. all i really need to do is follow my gut. my gut knows what i’m supposed to be doing and the direction i need to be going. but then i think too much and override my gut. that’s when the ruination begins.
for instance: when am i supposed to call a girl after a date? the next day? wait two days? if i want to call her, why don’t i just do it?
it amazes me that i’ve even gotten this far.
Youre lucky we found you when we did.
yes … much too analytical. Don’t wait – girls don’t like that.
i’m still learning. it’s good that i catch on quickly.
I’m thinking a week might be money, no wait, three weeks. That would really be money.
I lied, don’t listen to anything I say. I have never once had good results by following what I saw in Swingers.